ericboy's Diaryland Diary ----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- \"When your head hits the pillow, my head hits the floor / And I wonder why you don't return my calls anymore\" - Worth Every Scar Last weekend, I took a sabbatical. I went to Anzo-Borrego Desert State Park with three friends from work. We left Friday night at six-ish and got back Sunday night at six-ish. We drank a lot, ate a lot, and went exploring each day. A natural phenomenon known as a "slot canyon" offered much excitement. Basically, water and weather erode a narrow split in a plateau, so when walking along the botton, there's only about three feet of space and then rock walls shoot straight up in the air fifty feet or so. I climbed everything. I became Gollum. I would scramble to the top of a rise, turn around, and bellow out "Come on, Hobbitses!" to my three friends below. It was awesome and awe-inspiring. When your head hits the pillow, my head hits the floor. And I wonder why you don't return my calls anymore. 'Cause I spend most everynight drinking and missing you and wondering what other guy is fucking and kissing you. 'Cause you're so goddamned close that I can smell your skin and you're batting your lashes but you won't let me in. And I can't help but wonder what I could have done wrong 'cause you're still within arms' reach, but virtually gone. And I'd dare not make a sound but with time and trying I'll find that I can fly underground with a thirty-coin purse in a parallel universe where Jesus might betray me I'll sing your name aloud: Forsaken! I'll set you on fire 'cause I'm on fire I'll set you on fire 'cause I don't want to burn alone I'll set you on fire porque me estoy quemando I can feel the flames crawling up my arm Can you feel the burn? In my own slow way, I'll learn There's an asinine machine that's buried in your head and it causes tears when it churns While you're chewing on a match that will never, ever catch 'cause it's wet down to its fibers So I'll be alone when I burn. You'd always hoped to be immortalized in rock songs one day Well, here's your day. Now is it everything you wanted it to be? 9:15 a.m. - 2005-03-13 ----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- |
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