ericboy's Diaryland Diary

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2013-02-18 - "constantly consuming / conquer and devour"
2009-11-06 - \"Yeah, maybe it's all for the better, now / yeah, maybe things ought to make sense\" - American Head Charge
2008-10-02 - \"and in her rare and lucid state / she said my days are unoriginal\"
2008-09-11 - \"Used to be one of the rotten ones and I liked you for that...\"
2008-09-03 - \"Oh pick me up and play with me / talk through me and make me say bad things.\"
2008-05-01 - \"And I Don't Want the World to See Me\" - Goo Goo Dolls
2007-11-18 - \"Squirming under my skin like a Toad / this shit pisses me off and makes me want to explode\" - Macy
2007-09-02 - Eye for an eye / I'm pushing through this - Mudvayne
2007-02-21 - Blue Star / Shine your light down - Deftones
2006-09-27 - \"My angel wings / are bruised and misshapen / my belly stinks\" - The Smashing Pumpkins
2006-09-22 - \"& if that's what passes these days for living large / then I'm happy living small\" - onelinedrawing
2006-08-29 - \"I think this time I'll take the long way home\" - Dashboard Confessional
2006-06-18 - \"I / withdraw / hiding cold sweat / quivering lips\" - 10 Years
2006-02-21 - \"As much to myself as to you\" - Onelinedrawing
2006-02-07 - \"And if you haven't guessed I'm hard to impress but you're the best and I'm impressed with how you're killing me\" - Worth Every Scar
2005-12-20 - \"I'm working hard at remaining a failure!\" - Worth Every Scar
2005-11-26 - \"Everybody's going to the party, have a real good time\" - System of a Down
2005-11-22 - \"Caution tape surrounds the things I can't embrace\" - Worth Every Scar
2005-11-15 - \"The distance is quite simply much too far for me to row/ it seems farther / than ever before\" - Death Cab for Cutie
2005-11-13 - \"Take a walk down the highway / Down my way / Take a walk when you feel miserable\" - Starflyer 59
2005-10-24 - \"I know something you don't know / you hid something obvious from me\" - Change of Pace
2005-10-03 - \"We spread out / and occupy the cracks in the urban street\" - death cab for cutie
2005-09-27 - \"We'll become [cigarettes] when our bodies finally go\" - The Postal Service (as sung by me when half-awake)
2005-09-13 - \"Would you get the fuck out my face? / No!\" - Korn
2005-09-12 - \"I need a plane ride\" - Counting Crows
2005-09-11 - \"How long you would wait / Doesn't matter\" - onelinedrawing
2005-09-10 - \"You're so far away / Doesn't anybody stay in one place anymore?\" - Carole King
2005-08-27 - \"No Love, no glory\" - Damien Rice
2005-08-24 - \"Scrambling over it / my knees all skinned and trees / in my hair / tired old eyes\" - Onelinedrawing
2005-08-10 - \"I am a dipshit / just some limpdick / there? / now are you happy?\" - Worth Every Scar
2005-08-04 - \"How can you insist you don't want me anymore / When you're down there staring doe-eyed on your bedroom floor?\" - Worth Every Scar
2005-07-25 - \"I know a girl / who sells herself around\" - Glassjaw
2005-07-22 - \"And the same black line that was drawn on you was drawn on me / and that's drawing me in\" - The Wallflowers
2005-07-17 - \"Close your eyes / let me touch you now\" - VAST
2005-06-19 - \"Reminds me of the second time / That I followed you home\" - Placebo
2005-06-14 - \"I'm such an asshole / God, I'm such a stain / I just keep fucking up / again and again\" - Stabbing Westward
2005-06-11 - \"I don't know / I rearrange the furniture as you sleep\" - Death Cab for Cutie
2005-05-29 - \"Recognize / I have all the answers / though the questions haven't formed inside your mind\" - Worth Every Scar
2005-05-27 - \"If there's a lesson to be learned from life / it's if it doesn't hurt, you're not doing it right\" - Worth Every Scar
2005-05-20 - \"I'll sing it one last time for you / and then we really have to go\" - Snow Patrol
2005-05-10 - \"I can't believe when you say that you don't understand / I couldn't make this any clearer if I explained it with my hands\" - Worth Every Scar
2005-04-26 - \"I'll / keep / digging / 'til I'll / feel / something\" - Tool
2005-04-21 - \"And I held you closer than anyone would ever get.\" - Death Cab for Cutie
2005-04-18 - \"I draw them on / reckless and sweet\" - Glassjaw
2005-04-03 - \"Remember me when you clinch your movie deal\" - Placebo
2005-03-27 - \"This is the part where we start to feel better / and stop shutting up / and start running out\" - Gratitude
2005-03-27 - -
2005-03-13 - \"When your head hits the pillow, my head hits the floor / And I wonder why you don't return my calls anymore\" - Worth Every Scar
2005-02-18 - \"Did you get my other letters? / Sometimes I think that I should call / 'Cause you know I often wonder if you open them at all\" - Ben Folds Five
2005-02-11 - Arthur Miller is dead
2005-02-07 - Love Theme to the Movie that I'll Never Make
2005-01-27 - \"I'm hard to impress / but you're the best / and I'm impressed with how you're killing me\" - Worth Every Scar
2005-01-23 - \"What does it take to get a drink in this place?\" - The Postal Service
2005-01-22 - \"Love / Love will tear us apart again\" - Joy Division
2005-01-22 - \"It's too late for me / all you want to do is get rid of me\" - Slipknot
2005-01-16 - \"D N D / Leave a sign on the door\" - Semisonic
2005-01-14 - \"Since we're feeling so anesthetized / in our comfort zone\" - Placebo
2005-01-12 - \"You are the only thing / that makes me want to live at all / Just put me inside you / I would never, ever leave\" - VAST
2005-01-09 - \"When all the things you knew for sure were not what they'd seemed\" - Longwave
2005-01-08 - \"Why are you so petrified of silence? / Here; can you handle this? __________\" - Alanis Morrissette
2005-01-05 - \"So this is the new year / and I don't feel any different\" -Death Cab for Cutie
2004-12-26 - \"Here comes the new sound / just like the old sound\" - Rage Against the Machine
2004-12-26 - \"I'm forever black-eyed / a product of a broken home\" - Placebo
2004-12-24 - The Saga of Chokehold and Yours Truly
2004-12-23 - \"Never really mastered disinterest\" - Dashboard Confessional
2004-12-22 - \"Clouds to defend / will make us high / and lift me up again\" - Centaur
2004-12-15 - \"Taken by this seamless vision\" - A Perfect Circle
2004-12-12 - \"I was never faithful / and I was never one to trust\" - Placebo
2004-12-11 - \"I saw the [devil] again today\" - Tool
2004-12-09 - \"I cut a little deeper / in hopes I'd mourn your passing\" - Me
2004-12-06 - \"Concentrate / It's in your reach\" - Placebo
2004-12-02 - \"You get back on the latest flight to paradise / I found out from a note taped to the door\" - Stars
2004-11-29 - \"Failure seems a fair excuse / now I'm here in it / I can't lie to myself / when I'm all alone\" - Handsome
2004-11-27 - \"Everything looks perfect from far away\" - The Postal Service
2004-11-24 - \"I hope it sucks you, fucker\" - Tool
2004-11-24 - \"People thought that they were just being rewarded\" - Postal Service
2004-11-22 - \"Casting lots to set me up / before you knock me down / Summer's edge and drown me\" - Thursday
2004-11-19 - \"I've got a cupboard with cans of food / filtered water and pictures of you / and I'm not coming out until this is all over\" - Postal Service
2004-11-17 - Masturbatory, damnit!
2004-11-15 - \"Help me understand / This is not the way I'm wired\" - A Perfect Circle
2004-11-15 - \"Not to pull your halo down / around your neck and drag you from your cloud\" - A Perfect Circle
2004-11-10 - \"All the nobodies / Wanna be somebodies\" - Marilyn Manson
2004-11-09 - Knight in Shining Stupid, Entry Two, Part Two
2004-11-08 - Knight in Shining Stupid, Entry Two, Part One
2004-11-07 - \"Look at the red, red changes in the sky\" - 30 Seconds to Mars
2004-11-05 - \"But they don't give a fuck about you / like I do / like I do\" - A Perfect Circle
2004-11-03 - \"Who upon the finger rests\"
2004-10-10 - Educator's Appreciation Weekend Does Funny Things To Me
2004-09-28 - \"I'm a fatal error\" - KMFDM
2004-09-26 - \"But the hours they creep / patterns repeat / don't be concerned / you know I'll be fine on my own\" - Dashboard Confessional
2004-09-24 - \"Wear the grudge like a crown / negativity / calculate what we will / will not tolerate\" - Tool
2004-09-19 - \"This is a mess / an irreversible mess / I built it myself / 'cause I thought it was right.\" - Handsome
2004-09-16 - \"Confusing what is real\" - Linkin Park
2004-09-14 - \"So let me bring it to you like this: 86 the bullshit and give me the real\" - Senema
2004-09-12 - No
2004-09-11 - \"Five cuts: that's where the separation starts\" - Deftones
2004-09-06 - Bury me with it
2004-09-06 - Woman
2004-09-04 - \"I think that we should wait for the sun\" - Centaur
2004-08-31 - \"Give this to me\" - A Perfect Circle
2004-08-30 - \"It's the heart of nuclear winter and I'm scared as Hell\" - Glassjaw
2004-08-29 - \"My turkish prison is knowing that I fit in\" - Glassjaw
2004-08-25 - \"So this is odd / The painful realization / that all has gone wrong\" - Dashboard Confessional
2004-08-24 - I knew you when you were still a lily in mourning.
2004-08-24 - Burning Out
2004-08-23 - \"But the day looks so bright / in the pictures / of the photo album that you gave me / it's all i have / to live for\" - Thursday
2004-08-22 - \"Wake me when it's over\" - Longwave
2004-08-20 - \"I wish that this would just go.\" - Staind
2004-08-17 - \"She called out a warning / Don't ever let life pass you by\" - Incubus
2004-08-11 - \"Blink / and you'll miss a beat / Keep one of your eyes open at all times\" - Incubus
2004-08-09 - \"Well it ain't my fault / 'cause I'm losing control / Hey / I've heard it all before / before this war / it's hard to believe this truth you speak\" - Switched
2004-08-04 - \"Difficult not to feel a little bit disappointed and passed over\" - A Perfect Circle
2004-08-03 - \"I beg to scream / I want some recognition / I'll bleed for your attention / I want your hands all over me\" - Me
2004-07-30 - \"You really should have seen my face / for the first time in a long time I was really happy.\" - Far
2004-07-22 - \"I keep thinking / and thinking always gets me in trouble\" - Ill Nino
2004-07-16 - \"When your day is long / and the night / the night is yours alone\" - R.E.M.
2004-07-14 - \"And we may tell lies / but we may be true\" - Duncan Sheik
2004-07-14 - \"And I bought this for you\" - Glassjaw
2004-07-12 - \"Hero Time starts right now!\"- The Rollins Band
2004-07-11 - When I said I would be of use to you, I never said how.
2004-07-05 - symbiotic parasites...
2004-07-04 - \"Now the page is soaked with tears / flipping backwards through the years / how I wish you were here\" - Me
2004-07-01 - \"Children Shiver / in the river / you were told / you were told\" - Glassjaw
2004-06-28 - \"For the first of May / for the last days of autumn / for the summer in between / for the few weeks when you said I should feel lucky\" - Far
2004-06-23 - \"Embody me / with your body / I've never seen it / Are you happy?\" - Glassjaw
2004-06-21 - \"What's so amazing about really deep thoughts?\" - Tori Amos
2004-06-17 - \"I wish your body was not so warm to me / just so you know / And all it was something beautiful\" - American Head Charge
2004-06-15 - \"High times / hard times\" - Helmet
2004-06-14 - \"If I listen to all those words they tried to sell me, well I wouldn't be here\" - The Rollins Band
2004-06-06 - Wine tasting in San Diego
2004-06-05 - After all that I've been through, I have nothing to show for any of it
2004-06-01 - \"Let's keep this in the shallow end\" - A Perfect Circle
2004-05-31 - \"God save the King of New Orleans\" - Better Than Ezra
2004-05-25 - \"Just a stranger on the bus / trying to make his way home\" - Joan Osborne
2004-05-20 - Her
2004-05-19 - [The song I hear has no words, but speaks volumes, anyway] - Pell Mell
2004-05-17 - \"Everything in its right place\" - Radiohead
2004-05-13 - \"Tilt your head and turn into the setting sun\" - Stars
2004-05-11 - The Fine Line Between Pity and Hatred
2004-05-05 - \"I know a girl who sells herself around / And I'm sure that one day she'll sign autographs in your town\" - Glassjaw
2004-05-02 - \"I am the chosen one\" - Machines of Loving Grace
2004-05-01 - \"It's time / It's time / It's time to align your body with your mind / It's hero time\" - The Rollins Band
2004-04-29 - \"Stepping through my shadow / coming out the other side / stepping through my shadow / 46 and 2 just ahead of me.\" - Tool
2004-04-27 - \"Try this, figure out / memorize their words for / hope\" - Sunny Day Real Estate
2004-04-26 - \"Nothing can bring me closer / Nothing can bring me near.\" - R.E.M.
2004-04-25 - \"This all hurts me so much / that I honestly believe / you're the one this is hard for.\" - Glassjaw
2004-04-24 - \"Choked on society / laced with cyanide, oh / we'll wait for time to turn around\" - Sunny Day Real Estate
2004-04-23 - If it doesn't hurt, you're doing it wrong.
2004-04-22 - \"Monday: you could fall apart / Tuesday, Wednesday: break my heart\" - The Cure
2004-04-20 - \"Oh, I really hate you / Love Dumpling / You're shit's like chocolate cake and / your ass smells like a rose.\" - Static X
2004-04-20 - \"You Kill Me / All the time with that look in your eyes / You Kill Me / All the time with your eyes.\" - Darwin's Waiting Room
2004-04-19 - \"There's no sound / in my nightmares / no light / in my dreams, yeah\" - Handsome
2004-04-17 - \"Cause they seem just like you / Want to reach out touch you / All I have is me / All I want is you\" - Darwin's Waiting Room
2004-04-14 - \"You'll remember me / when the west wind moves / upon the fields of barley\" - Sting
2004-04-13 - \"Ignore the smoke and smile\" - A Perfect Circle
2004-04-12 - \"She said 'I'll keep all the signals that you send home to me / and I'll meet you back here on the ground.' / It's lift-off again\" - Hum
2004-04-08 - \"I have come to surface to catch some light and feed / and I have everything I need\" - Hum
2004-03-25 - \"The moonlight spilling through the blinds / the music and this glass of wine / make me think you're feeling what I know that you're not.\" - Me
2004-03-25 - \"I could have died / Maybe I should have died / When I saw you walk outside.\" - Caroline's Spine
2004-03-25 - \"Something unheard of / some kind of moving thing / something unseen / some hand is motioning / to rise, to rise, to rise.\" - Soul Coughing
2004-03-23 - \"Everyone needs someone / to live by / It's how high you are / and the time it takes to Heal.\" - Catherine Wheel
2004-03-22 - \"There is no choice but to confront you / to engage you / to erase you\" - Tool featuring Henry Rollins
2004-03-21 - \"I am the son / and the heir\" - The Smiths
2004-03-16 - \"To see / like your eyes do\" - Deftones
2004-03-14 - \"You seem to be mistaken by my bitter talk\" - Me
2004-03-11 - \"I've lost emotions and half of my brain\" - Moonshine Junkie
2004-03-10 - The Fire Theft... Live!
2004-03-08 - To right the wrongs of yesterday
2004-03-08 - \"Horizon of the road blurs by\" - Me
2004-03-02 - \"Imperialistic House of Fair / Conquistadors who took thier share\" - Joy Division
2004-02-26 - \"It's a shame that our Messiahs move their pawns from different mountains\" - Glassjaw
2004-02-19 - \"I'm starting to fashion an idea in my head\" - Dashboard Confessional
2004-02-15 - \"A vein that's open for the day / feel the pulse beneath the skin\" - Catherine Wheel
2004-01-23 - \"Being young is not easy / this is not some game we play / we'll make it our own way\" - Moonshine Junkie
2004-01-22 - \"I'm leaking feelings from wounds I've sustained\" - Moonshine Junkie
2004-01-16 - \"Rather be dead than cool\" - Nirvana
2004-01-13 - \"It seems I've gained the world but have nothing\" - Chevelle
2004-01-11 - *
2004-01-09 - \"I should play God / and shoot you myself!\" - Tool
2004-01-07 - \"I liked having hurt / so send the pain below\" - Chevelle
2004-01-05 - \"Cold silence has a tendency to atrophy any sense of compassion\" - Tool
2004-01-05 - \"Rest your trigger on my finger\" - Tool
2003-12-31 - \"There's all your evidence / now take it home and run with it\" - Deftones
2003-12-30 - Grey
2003-12-30 - \"I'll swallow poison until I grow immune / I will scream my lungs out til it fills this room\" - Pearl Jam
2003-12-27 - K80 and Teresa
2003-12-26 - \"Morning grey ignites a twisted mess of foreign shapes and sounds\" - Hum
2003-12-24 - \"...If You Tolerate This Then Your Children Will Be Next\" - Manic Street Preachers
2003-12-20 - Moonshine Junkie
2003-12-18 - \"If there were no reward to reap / no better course to see me through\" - Tool (sort of)
2003-12-16 - \"And nothing comes bleeding out / just like a waterfall, I'm drowning in\" - Nine Inch Nails
2003-12-16 - \"I don't want to feel this overwhelming hostility\" - A Perfect Circle
2003-12-15 - \"So tired, now, of paying my dues / I start out strong but then I always lose\" - Vertical Horizon
2003-12-12 - \"Roll the windows down / this cold night air is curious\" - Deftones featuring Maynard James Keenan
2003-12-11 - \"The air was always bright this time / for a little while\" - onelinedrawing
2003-12-10 - \"can't kid a kidder / can't shit a bullshitter\" - Tomahawk
2003-12-08 - \"In this house of cards / we're all holding hearts and spades\" - Thursday
2003-12-08 - \"I just made love to your sweet memory / a thousand times in my head.\" - Weezer
2003-12-05 - \"I'll never have wanted to not have what we went through\"-onelinedrawing
2003-12-04 - I'm that fucking guy
2003-12-03 - -
2003-12-02 - \"And if I only could / I'd make a deal with God...\" - Kate Bush
2003-11-30 - Night Light, Volume 1
2003-11-30 - The Pyschology of Stupid
2003-11-27 - Happy Thanksgiving
2003-11-26 - Let me walk away, now!
2003-11-25 - psycho sophomore (a pop-punk song I wrote when I was 15)
2003-11-23 - Reflections on your note
2003-11-23 - Note: Eric is not a licensed self-help guru & nothing he says should be taken seriously
2003-11-21 - Monroe Street Moron
2003-11-20 - Hand Made Beanies
2003-11-19 - Wes Craven Presents \"A Potent Sack of Crap\"
2003-11-18 - Glass-Bottomed Life
2003-11-17 - Rock the Casbah (x2)
2003-11-15 - Third Gig Done and Your Mother's Apple Pie
2003-11-14 - Third Gig and I want Dr. Pepper
2003-11-09 - Chapter Thirteen
2003-11-07 - Thrown out of the Deep Purple show for bumming a smoke
2003-11-05 - Happy Anniversary
2003-10-31 - Persistence of Memory
2003-10-30 - Do you miss me, Miss Misery, like you say you do?
2003-10-29 - reverb
2003-10-29 - Immortality is only a nickel away!
2003-10-28 - Wildfires Terrorize Shitty-folk... tonight at 8
2003-10-26 - Gumball Machine
2003-10-26 - Ash Rain
2003-10-08 - Hercules Goes Bananas in the Golden State
2003-10-08 - You've Got to Fight for Your Right to Party
2003-09-28 - Nine Freaking Years
2003-09-21 - nothingness
2003-09-20 - ANGER
2003-09-18 - Lesbian Baker
2003-09-18 - & The Order of the Phoenix
2003-09-16 - Redundancy
2003-09-11 - Diatribe
2003-09-08 - insensitive coward
2003-09-08 - Cory's Back Again
2003-08-25 - Kitty Cutlery
2003-08-25 - ... and so on
2003-08-25 - Birthday Fiasco / First Gig / And so forth...
2003-08-19 - Birthday entry
2003-08-18 - non stop marathon
2003-08-18 - Lazarus
2003-08-18 - Eily Hayes
2003-08-16 - Radiator Schmadiator
2003-08-13 - insomnia
2003-08-13 - American Cream
2003-08-13 - Video conglomerates collide... on the next Live w/Regis & Kelly
2003-08-12 - shit
2003-08-06 - MJ TUESDAYS
2003-07-28 - Warm Leatherette
2003-07-27 - Folk Singer
2003-07-17 - oh boy, abierto!
2003-07-16 - Blood on the Thorns of Roses
2003-06-30 - Turkey and Provolone on Wheat
2003-06-27 - overture
2003-06-11 - I WANTED IT TO BE REAL THIS TIME
2003-06-10 - Yo No Puedo Abrir
2003-05-24 - Advice for The Young at Heart
2003-04-04 - Tijuana
2003-03-28 - Where's My Evian?
2003-03-24 - Four Day Fatigue
2003-03-11 - Microcosm - a small group of entities comprising a world of its own
2003-03-10 - Inna Godda Da Vida, Baby
2003-03-10 - The Living Room
2003-03-09 - Tate & Satan
2003-03-09 - The Cross that I Bear
2003-03-07 - Peeps be needing their coffee, yo!
2003-03-07 - Lestat's Server Sucks
2003-03-06 - Recycled Faces
2003-03-05 - The Coffeeshop Monolgues
2003-03-05 - Epiphany
2003-02-27 - the route to the library
2003-02-13 - the pier 2
2003-02-13 - the pier 1
2003-01-27 - God Called in Sick Today
2003-01-26 - Oracle Hosts the Best Parties
2003-01-19 - quesadilla
2003-01-12 - Breakfast
2003-01-11 - Inaugural San Diego
2002-12-27 - Post -Christmas Paranoia
2002-12-06 - Friday Schmiday
2002-12-02 - Beat Dreams
2002-12-01 - Kerouac is possibly misspelled
2002-11-26 - Dipthongus
2002-11-19 - Lost Prophets/Thursday
2002-11-14 - Broken Teeth
2002-11-13 - Band names
2002-11-12 - Zippo
2002-11-11 - Too Bad Bullshit
2002-11-11 - Nothing, really.
2002-11-10 - Rookie's
2002-11-08 - Clubbed to Death
2002-11-07 - postscript
2002-11-07 - Caught in the Funk
2002-11-06 - Mistake
2002-11-05 - disappointment
2002-11-04 - inaugural entry